1. |
Alien
05:27
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Coming down
In a place unfamiliar
Coming down
Where I’m a stranger to you
‘Cause you don’t recognise me anymore
There’s a sign on up ahead
But I can’t work out what it says
And I feel like an alien
Falling through outer space
Being forced to move on again
Always being displaced
On a planet full of robots
And I’ve used up all my fuel
Without ever leaving home
Coming down
Where no-one’s any wiser
Coming down
Made to feel like an outsider
‘Cause you know where fear it often hides
There’s a place that’s safe for me
But it’s always out of reach
And I feel like an alien
Falling through outer space
Being forced to move on again
Always being displaced
On a planet of machines
And I’ve used up all my fuel
Without ever leaving home
Here we are at last
Where we’ve weaponised our words
With the hidden meanings
that echo ages past
And stretched across the sky
Where we’re all just setting suns
And the light is fading
But we never question why
Coming down
To a broken future
Coming down
From a state of euphoria
‘Cause you heard the lies but still believed
There’s a yearning for what we think we miss
But no good will come from this
And I feel like an alien
Falling through outer space
Being forced to move on again
Always being displaced
On a planet full of robots
And I’ve used up all my fuel
Without ever leaving home
Without ever leaving home
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2. |
Sleepwalking
04:03
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Living in a world of make-believe
Left behind by technology
It’s meant to leave us cold
‘Cause we’re not meant to know
Who wishes for a world
Where there’s never any doubt
Who wishes for a world
Where they’ll never be called out
They imagine a silence that exists inside our minds
Believing every single lie we’re told
Resigned and given up questioning
Obediently sleepwalking
Complicit in our own deceit
Revelling in our own defeat
But we think it’s all right
When they pander to the hate we like
Don’t you realise
That we’ll never join their crowd?
Don’t you realise
That we’ll never be allowed?
They imagine a silence that exists inside our minds
Believing every single lie we’re told
Resigned and given up questioning
Obediently sleepwalking
Chasing our losses on a vague half-chance
Hoping for a change in circumstance
Convinced its just around the next bend
Convinced that we’ll get rich in the end
They don’t need to care
And they’re laughing while they lie
They don’t need to care
As they party while we die
They imagine a silence that exists inside our minds
Believing every single lie we’re told
Resigned and given up questioning
But we’re not even sleepwalking
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3. |
Doesn't Everyone?
03:26
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We hide ourselves away
For our own protection
We steel ourselves against
The ache
of staring down our fears
So you hate how you feel
And you wish that
you were numb
Just like everyone else does
You wish the world away
‘Cause you hate feeling wrong
But doesn’t everyone?
We protect ourselves
against the trauma
Locked within ourselves
Deep down
But can’t make it go away
So you hate how you feel
And you wish that you were numb
Just like everyone else does
You wish the world away
‘Cause you hate feeling wrong
But doesn’t everyone?
We hold ourselves
In such low regard
We surprise ourselves
Again
With our capacity for pain
So you hate how you feel
And you wish that you were numb
Just like everyone else does
You wish the world away
‘Cause you hate feeling wrong
But doesn’t everyone?
So you hate how you feel
And you wish that you were numb
Just like everyone else does
You wish the world away
‘Cause you hate feeling wrong
But doesn’t everyone?
Doesn’t everyone?
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4. |
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The past it presses on your memory again
You try to forget but the impressions remain
You try to act normal but it’s just not the same
'Cause once you’ve seen the sun
you can’t go back to the grey
Forced to let go of the world you knew
Now there’s nothing left to hold on to
You can’t ignore it when you know something’s wrong
Because the bottle is empty and the genie is gone
It’s like the past never knew
That the future’s coming
But there were signs, there were signals
And enough fair warning
Of all the things I wish I could prevent
Was always feeling stuck in the present
Maybe I’m impatient for tomorrow to be today
Man-child wants to be “King of the World”
And the right connections made it work
Forced into submission
it’s their right to rule
So keep those lies coming, keep the people fooled
It’s like the past never knew
That the future’s coming
But there were signs, there were signals
And enough fair warning
Of all the lies that you chose to believe
Was thinking you weren’t being deceived
Maybe you were told that tomorrow was out of reach
Bottle opposition and label it fear
But it’s happening now and it’s happening here
What will you do with the lies you were taught
When it turns out worse than you ever thought?
There’s a future here if you want there to be
Take back control, take back the streets
It’s not the future you dream of, it’s the future you make
Because nothing ever comes to those who wait
It’s like the past never knew
That the future’s coming
But there were signs, there were signals
And enough fair warning
Of all the things I can’t believe
Is your refusal to accept you’re so naive
Maybe you think that tomorrow will never come
It’s like the past never knew
That the future’s coming
But there were signs, there were signals
And enough fair warning
Of all the things I wish I could prevent
Was always feeling stuck in the present
Maybe I’m impatient for tomorrow to be today
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5. |
Shadows Descending
05:01
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Open my eyes to the world
And everything comes flooding in
I feel like I’m losing control
It doesn’t seem to matter what I do or say
Even as the day begins
Before my feet touch the ground
I feel a shadow fall
It seeps between the cracks of the everyday
When the panic sets in
To cover up my mind
Letting loose those feelings
Buried a lifetime ago
It fills up the idle time
Catching glimpses in between
To let me know it still cuts like a knife
It doesn’t seem affected by
the wisdom of age
It’s haunting through out the night
And stalking throughout the day
It’s watching from the wings
Just waiting for a chance to take centre stage
I couldn’t stop myself from being overwhelmed
It’s not as if I didn’t try
Never again I lied to myself
I could have guessed that the end of hope was lonely
What else did I expect to find?
Never again I lied to myself
When the panic sets in
To cover up my mind
Letting loose those feelings
Buried a lifetime ago
With the shadows descending
I’m a danger to myself
Can’t cope again
But can’t let anyone know
To cover up my mind
I’m a danger to myself
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6. |
The Outside
05:08
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Maybe it’s nothing to you
But it’s everything to me
When you feel like you’re invisible
You just want someone to see
Withdrawing from the real world
‘Cause everything’s wrapped in fear
When you feel like you’re kept quiet
You just want someone to hear
This is what it feels like to never be seen or heard
Made to feel like you don’t exist
And this is what it feels like
When no-one understands your words
Always on the outside looking in
I know I’ve come a long way
From where i used to be
I had to search to find my voice
‘Cause no-one spoke for me
Knowing where i started
Knowing I have grown
I had no platform so I had to build my own
Have we had enough of progress
Falling back to our old ways?
Doomed to repeat our mistakes once more
Going back to the bad old days
Everyone grows up some time
But was it too big a task?
Living with the rest of the world
Is getting on too much to ask?
It took so long to get here
Just to be forced back
That’s no path to walk again
That broken ruined track
Wishing to see the future
Dragged back to an imagined past
But the ones who act like they won something
Don’t want to hear that they have finished last
Everything sounds like machines
Slowly falling apart
Everything is breaking down
And we’re worse off than we were at the start
It’s said you can’t go back in time
But here we are again
How did we make such a big mistake?
Don’t you know how this all ends?
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7. |
Combined (A Better Day)
05:42
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Wake up the party’s over
Each day getting older
It’s time to make your way
It’s time to face the day
A million tired excuses
Are no reason for holding back
Wake up the party’s over
Each night getting colder
It’s time to make it happen
It’s time to take some action
A million wasted chances
Are lost opportunities
Why wait for the world to change?
Why wait for a better day?
Take all the pieces in your hands
And make them all collide
With all the ideas that you have
And all your strengths combined
Wake up the party’s over
Each try getting bolder
It’s time to make it vital
It’s time to break the cycle
A million empty judgements
Are never gonna count
Why wait for the world to change?
Why wait for a better day?
Take all the pieces in your hands
And make them all collide
With all the ideas that you have
And all your strengths combined
Got to try to find the right words
So they understand the message loud and clear
Got to find the right words
To make a stand and speak out so they might hear
It’s hard sometimes to make decisions
Too many offers of shallow opinions
With strings attached and too many conditions
And one too many contradictions
It’s hard to get past all the distractions
And all the spiteful knee-jerk reactions
The deafening silence of inaction
The blinding fragments of the splintered factions
But these are just obstacles
To smash and overcome
Why wait for the world to change?
Why wait for a better day?
Why wait for the world to change?
Why wait for a better day?
Take all the pieces in your hands
And make them all collide
With all the ideas that you have
And all your strengths combined
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8. |
When Tomorrow Comes
05:13
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Everybody’s bleeding
To various degrees
Trying so hard to treat their wounds
But it’s not always plain to see
And if you don’t know where to turn
You’ll find you’re strength
Right next to your scars
No-one comes away
without a tale to tell
Some might not be able
To show you where they fell
But everyone who picks themselves up
Leaves behind mistakes
To fade into the past
But when tomorrow comes
Will you be standing strong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you be brave enough to be wrong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you have something to say?
Or when tomorrow comes
Will you still be blaming yesterday?
Everyone knows self doubt
Has more than one disguise
It’s well-worked charms and comforts
Make it so hard to recognise
So if you find out you’ve been had
Give yourself a break
You owe yourself that much
But when tomorrow comes
Will you be standing strong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you be brave enough to be wrong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you have something to say?
Or when tomorrow comes
Will you still be blaming yesterday?
It always seems to take some time
To speak without regret
Then the days you try to remember
Are the ones you tried to forget
You ask yourself “what happens next?”
But the future is never clear
You thought that you had cause and grounds
But now you know it’s just the weight of your fear
But when tomorrow comes
Will you be standing strong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you be brave enough to be wrong?
And when tomorrow comes
Will you have something to say?
Or when tomorrow comes
Will you still be blaming yesterday?
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9. |
Twenties
04:53
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We came into the millennium
On a wave of technology
The tech got smart but we got dumb
In a cult of personality
Favoured sons too big to fail
There was more gold to be found
But dirty hands demanded bail
When the whole thing came crashing down
Living in the twenties
Of the twenty-first century
We’re not looking to the future
Just repeating history
Running in circles
Because we never listened at all
Everybody’s lost their minds
In a scared new world
Along came a virus
And sat down inside us
And broke all of our routines
Everything we took for granted
Was locked down and quarantined
As the press distract and vilify
And We lap up what they preach
All of our rights get eroded away
In fascist overreach
Living in the twenties
Of the twenty-first century
We’re not looking to the future
Just repeating history
Running in circles
Because we never listened at all
Everybody’s lost their minds
In a scared new world
Loud opinions of the ignorant
Replaced the words of the wise
When everyone knows everything
There’s no need for advice
Giving in to superstition
Stooping to conspiracy
In a post-truth world
It’s not what you prove
But what you make people believe
Living in the twenties
Of the twenty-first century
We’re not looking to the future
Just repeating history
Running in circles
Because we never listened at all
Everybody’s lost their minds
In a scared new world
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10. |
Still Broken
08:09
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Each of us has to come to terms
That everything’s certain in a clockwork universe
So as a child I was given a pet
To teach me love
Always ends in death
I used to think that I was cursed
To never knowing in a quantum universe
She said you’ll run away to someone else
But wherever you go
You’ll never escape yourself
But I know Ii was a terrible lesson to learn
A brush with death pulling at your nerves
A passing note in a silent universe
You used to think it was just bad dreams
But self-defence
Was suppressing your memories
Well I know it was a terrible lesson to learn
How would you feel if our roles were reversed?
Could you make sense of a meaningless universe?
How would you deal with the constant dread
And ever-present doubt
That maybe you’re better off dead?
Well I know it was a terrible lesson to learn
Always searching for the meaning of what’s missing inside
Always wanting to be seen whilst still trying to hide
Never knowing that the truth was buried deep in the mind
Never fixing what’s still broken ‘cause it’s all in denial
Still broken
Don’t always get what we deserve
All alone in an endless universe
Making maps of the tales we tell
Never moving on
Just drawing parallels
Well I know It was a terrible lesson to learn
It feels as if your heart will burst
Losing touch in an expanding universe
There’s a feeling deep within ourselves
Of everything moving
Away from everything else
Well I know it was a terrible lesson to learn
Always searching for the meaning of what’s missing inside
Always wanting to be seen whilst still trying to hide
Never knowing that the truth was buried deep in the mind
Never fixing what’s still broken ‘cause it’s all in denial
Still broken
Maybe there are few things worse
Than being trapped in a shrinking universe
And we’re forced to face our fears
When we ask ourselves
“Where do we go from here?”
Well I know It was a terrible lesson to learn
It seems it’s up to us to coerce
Compassion from an indifferent universe
And even on our darkest day
With no guiding light
We’ve still got to find a way
Well I know it was
the very last lesson to learn
Though it seems like every victory still feels like defeat
Though the fear of being found out makes you want to retreat
Need to speak and let it out and recognise and reveal
Need to find out what’s still broken and a way to heal
Always searching for the meaning of what’s missing inside
Always wanting to be seen whilst still trying to hide
Never knowing that the truth was buried deep in the mind
Never fixing what’s still broken ‘cause it’s all in denial
Still broken
Somewhere inside
Still broken
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Kabir Sheikh London, UK
With London-based indie-rockers The Silver Bayonets on hold during lockdown, lead guitarist / singer Kabir created a solo album with the help of producer Dave Draper. Featuring Bullet for My Valentine drummer Jason Bowld and a lead vocal contribution on a track from 90s alt-rocker Andy Delany, the 10-song album Scared New World was recorded over 2021and 2022 and released 3 Oct 2022. ... more
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